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aug 19 12:52 AM I woke up today pretty late, 10:30, then 11:00 I think I told myself not to look at my phone by 11:02 I was looking at my phone. which I did for a while, maybe half an hour. I heard will get out of his room. he was awake really late too. we were talking last night. he found a way for me to open up to him about a few things. it was really touching. I didn't know how much I needed it. I told him about some of my fears, and my worries. specifically in regards to my gender and my fear of death and some of my history (lore). he is such a good friend :) things are pretty good right now. I have two great friends one of them is my lover. I had played mahjong with some newer people too the night before. so lovely. I hope it is a reoccuring event. mickey seems so cool. when I got out of my room he immediatley asked to go on a walk. I've gone on walks before where we just end up kinda bummed out so I was a little weary. but I still agreed to go. he had to refill his bus pass or something at ottawau. we stopped by the dollar store for some drinks. I got a fraise rockstar. it had a lot of caffeine it made me a little spaced out for the rest of the day. a little anxious at times. it's probably bad for my teeth and my health in general. I should stick to tea. maybe with less sugar. I wonder if that's what fucks up british peoples teeth? like all the tea they drink. it's just leaves in water. coffee is just beans in water but it's real acidic. I'm not even sure if their teeth are all that bad. i think it's more of a spacing issue. like an orthadonist's problem rather than a dentist's problem. (I like how in french dentist are like toothists since their word for tooth is dent) ottawau is actually kind of pretty. it's walkable and has a lot of integrated plants. some good buildings too; you can just walk into them, it's epic. I sometimes wonder why I don't see more homeless people in spaces like that. maybe they get kicked out for looking bummy. will couldn't fill his card unfortunetly but we did go to the gift shop and find a lot of silly overpriced stuff. there was a stethoscope for the nurses and like a single o ring for 6.20$ wack. we went home. I got a bid on one of the ebay listings I have but appearntly no one has viewed any of my listings. probably a glitch. I worked on my busted ass ds to convert it to a gameboy macro. this was a lot of fun. I like just being around electronics I guess it's like working on puzzles. I wanted to get a mushroom identification guide book so will asked if I wanted to go to chapters and get it. we went out again and looked around the chapters for vibrators, american girl dolls, yaoi and also the mushroom identification book. it was fun. the book was kinda pricey tho 38$ oof. will must've spent the same on me. he is so kind. we got some snacks at the rideau farmboy and went to a park and ate the snacks and tried to identify a mushroom. it was kinda frustrating. (maybe reading the intro to the book would help.*) will got adam a birthday gift. his birthday is on the 17th of september. which seems like a pretty far away time to be planning for a gift. idk he's pretty thoughtful. (I should get adam a gift*) I saw some very cool flamboyant man make will a cup of tea. he was very cool I wish he was my uncle. we got back home and adam was in his little cocoon resting. sleepy. I woke him up with some smooches and asked about his day at work. some karen was asking a bunch of bs from him and his colleagues. I got back to work on the gameboy macro and I ran into an issue with the flash card. the macro came out great for the resources I have. appearently it has an issue with permissons on linux but not windows. which is balogna. maybe I should go back to windows. hmmmm maybe on my next laptop when(/if) this one dies. (get a freewheel for bike* (STUPID BIKE(I HATE EUROPEANS))) then my step sister asked my parents for money and then they asked me for money and then I had a headache learning all of the fees associated with sending them money. I know they are probably in a desperate time. but they just went on vacation out here. I know it's been a long time since they've seen us and like vacations aren't cheap but they really aren't nessacary. I don't feel great about lending them money in the first place. kinda feel like I'm being used. like they wouldn't ask if they weren't just out here. what a headache. (I'll need to put the money I transfered into paypal back into my account.* ) adam and I watched the first episode of sandman. it was kinda cool but plagued by british rich old people. which always makes a show worse in my opinion. (I HATE THE BRITISH) it's cool I'd still like to watch more cuz he likes it. (remember to post more (portable crt) on ebay*) (also find a job*) (send thom the picture of their friend's ex)